A New Address For Dad

Dear Followers,
We have reached a different spot in my dad's life. Hospice. It is a very kind and peaceful place but we are now focused on easing the pain and not curing the infections. When I arrived at the hospital this morning the doctors met with us. The decision was to stop the antibiotic treatment and proceed with hospice. Dad had a 102 fever most of the day only controlled with Tylenol. We also found out that he has bacteria in his blood they were not sure if he was sepsis or if is was staff. Both are not good options. After filling out the paperwork they transferred my dad to hospice at 2:30. He is in a beautiful room and they have been very kind. He is now on a morphine line and they have backed his oxygen down to a nasal canula so thy could moisturize the air. He seems to be more comfortable but I would say he is peaceful. He did eat chocolate ice cream and drank a half glass of water from a straw.
Making this decision was the hardest decision I have ever made. I believe it tore my brother, sister and mom apart but the medical experts assured us it was the right decision. I now know what people go through and I have to tell you that it tears your heart right out of your chest. Tomorrow we are going to make funeral arrangements. Even though I am praying for a miracle I know the miracle may be peace. The exit strategy on this earth is just now a good one. I have spent every moment with dad giving him water, arranging his pillows, encouraging him to breath deep, and taking care of my mom. It has made me understand compassion at a whole new level. Needless to say, I have not done much of anything else. I'll post later when I have more news.

Fondly,
Debbie